co(c on) spirat (ors)

Dear God, I am Poor and Restless

And I will beat him with my fists like a dog;

Dig with my fingernails at his eyeballs.

This will be sweet relief.

This will be the end of me.

We men, we are sickening.

I will maintain my birthright;

Sleep soundly with pleasant dreams—

I do not question my motives.

The grass grows tall like a child.

The hills roll like hills.

Even I remember Eden,

Thought I know my father’s sins.